Feelings

Today's feeling is good no problems or worries, life is great. Why is it when you hear those words it makes you envious of others that find those words to be true sentiments. They love life happily, whether living in vain and with an oblivious state of mind or a kinda cooler since of self. One thing is true, love is good when it's happy and can be the worst otherwise. How many times will you deny the desires of your heart because of love, how long will you let it get in the way? Who will you deem worthy of it and how fast can you or will you let it go? I've found that love is like a promise that you make with the intentions of being hurt. Do you mind being hurt or will you hurt no more? Listening to the melodies of jazz keeping me grounded while wanting to soar into the four four timing, following the tickling of the Ivory and the rythumic thumping of the drums. I can recall sitting in my dorm back in college when I first found the soothing sounds of jazz. I still find myself under a trance by the time I realize it. Funny how things work out. What if love and music were relatable concepts? Really could they be? I mean really, is there love in music? And vice verse is there music in love? It's easy to love what is hard to love, because of its unwillingness to love you back draws you in even more and what you find harder to care for is not enough of a fight. Either way your in a love jam banging your way out. Do you keep playing the same songs hoping for different sounds to be heard or will you break that old record?