Daddy man.

   Every morning I find you. I notice when you missing from bed I look for you. You are always in the same spot when we meet. I trust that you'll always receive me with open arms. My rock, my rain, my clouds as we watch together every morning I see you. You never leave me, always ready to recieve me with open arms. What's that funny way you stand  with your feet and your hands every morning. Your swishy floor I like to jump on every morning.  We sit together in quiet time and after that you roll up the swishy floor and we eat together every morning. I love you daddy my every morning thing......

Say that.

Behave as your own coach in the love department.

Promise

The real struggle we face day to day is to be loved. The effort put forth is what we call "Work" the benefits received is call "Joy" but the more we let struggle capacitate space and energy, the less love we really feel. Find a way to love you everyday, it's the true promise the creator gave you.

Reality

I have more love than I've ever loss
More joy than I've ever bought
More pieces than a puzzle
I'm hard to figure out.
With struggle there is progress
I will finish strong, as I digress.......

Your conscious speaks.

Love thrills

My trust issues need a break from me... feeling like I'm always around she ufollowed me. Emotionally high when think about  the work involved, should I believe in process or do I need to take time off from it all. If I can clock the time I've spent, I wonder how rich would I be in dollars and cents.

My list to 40 continuum

1977 Born December 31st 10pm middle child of three (fast forward)
 Neighborhood's miscreant. (St Paul Baptist Church)
93 Clark jr high glee club member
94 Black belt karate
96 High school drum major E.St.Louis Sr High
96 Professional African drummer E.St.Louis (Community Performance Ensemble)
96 high school cross country track team/pole vault
96 graduate E.Side high school
98 joins Phi Beta Sigma Fraternity Inc. 11 true soldiers
98 Dean's list
98 Original member of the fabulous five step team. PBS
98  help organized the Sigma bricks/ tree
98 Voting delegate PBS
98 Community service chairman
98 Father of first born son Aaron M. 7lbs /13 onces
98 Delta's Ebony Man competition EK chapter
2k National Step champion Philly Greek show
2k Vice president PBS
2k-03 Step Captain PBS
04 Orange belt in Judo
National Step champion PBS
Regional champs
04 baby girl born Tylan J. 7lb
05 became a pescatarian
05 Bantaba Drum & Dance Company of Memphis
08 Professional Certified Jeweler/ Diamontologist.
Graduate University of Memphis majored in television and film minor in  African American studies
09 Presidential Inauguration ( Obama first term)
Graduate chapter member Phi Beta Sigma fraternity Inc. Tau Iota Sigma.....

not quite done yet more will be added......

Captain black man and the nappy-headed crew Chronicles

Time for school....

Getting ready is not always the easiest thing to do most times it takes work. We (meaning Terminator myself or Wonder Mom) get up every morning same time 7 a.m. Terminator has a routine to start the day. He get up makes his bed first then begins to put pick up his room from the frenzy he and super baby had the night before. I always asked how he rested, his reply is most excellently! We talk for a sec then begins complete his morning task before leaving for school. The school bus arrives around 7:25 a.m. so he has about 20 minutes to get ready which is easy to do cause he gets his clothes out the night before. With a few minutes to eat breakfast Terminator has his favorite options to choose from, french toast, oatmeal, a sugary cereal or pancakes. Just so you know oatmeal never wins  the breakfast battles with the 9 year old. The fun part for both of us at the breakfast table is coming up with character names for ourselves each day which helps us pretend who we will be that day. We can be very creative at times. After breakfast or when the clock strikes 7:20 a.m. Terminator super powers goes into effect. He puts away his things and grab his super book bag kisses the love ones and out the door with super super-speed he goes. "To the bus stop my classmates need me!" he proclaimed. Rushing through many lawns, there's no stopping Terminator on his path to Greatness. He never worries about missing the bus or the perfect window seat next to his comrade Devon dude. Now they met about 2 years ago but that's another story. Winter, spring and fall Terminator has his morning routine down to a science so, he knows how to make it work to his favor. There are times the routine is slightly altered but never without recourse to remedy the situation. Just like that he's sitting next to his best bud and they exchange morning stories and occasional toys on the bus ride to school. Terminator knows he needs his buddy and his buddy needs him, they help balance each other out. Terminator is very reserved and Devon is not so they attract to each other. When it's time to go home  they are still two peas in a pod. Captain black man and Wonder mom make sure Terminator has what he needs to make his morning The Best Time Ever! When you start with love you put yourself in a good place to share that love with others. Terminator is  a very loving person, brother and friend. He helps others daily with the superpowers. He's lightning fast and super strong. Just last week he helped the bus driver get all of the students off the bus safely due to a flat tire. It's like he has a third sense he can always tell when something is not right. Every morning is important to each and every one of them, the perfect way to start the day.

Until next time.